Thursday, March 12, 2009

Secret exhibitionist.

1. I think I'm turning into some kind of exhibitionist. In person, I'm really shy. But I'd like people to know more about me. I have no idea what I mean by that. Like, I post all these blogs with all this information about what's going on in my life. I have no idea who's actually reading them, but apparently I want those people to know about me. Crazy.

[edit: Kayla pointed out a good point about herself that made me think about myself. I LOVE reading those 25 random things about people. Maybe I'm hoping other people love to read them too and will be slightly amused by mine.]

2. I have a problem, even though I think I'm in control of it.

3. I hate painting. I love ink. The end.

4. I love shows like 'Make Me a Supermodel' because I like to live vicariously through people. I know I could never ever do anything like they do.

5. Kayla, we're kindred spirits. We suffer the same ways. I love our conversations. They always mean something.

6. I love my hair. It's what I've been wanting for a long time :[

7. I think I always crave the impossible. Whether it's tattoos, boys, or hair styles. It pretty much never happens.

8. I admire Lady GaGa like you don't even know.

9. I really should pick up my guitar again. It's lonely at home.

10. "I don't do drugs. I am drugs." - Dali

11. If I had my way, everything I wear would be black, white, or gray.

12. Corinne, I wish I had your personality. You're so outgoing and adorable.

13. I hate how a lot of people think my life is in any way glamorous. It's not.

14. I'm addicted to Bravo shows.

15. I'm starting a new sketchbook within the next few days. Excitingggg<3

16. I'm glad I had time to psychoanalyze myself with Sarah today. I've admitted many things to myself this week.

17. Sometimes I wish I was IN more pictures. I know, I already have 1000+ on fb. But like, I look back on events & I have amazing pictures of everyone else. Sometimes I wish I could remember myself at that time. Ha, I'm so narcissistic sometimes.

18. I used to carry around Jason Castro's guitar pick in my wallet. It's currently sitting on my desk. 19. I'm STOKED about Coachella. STOKED.

20. I hate being complimented or flattered. I think it's completely blown out of proportion with me. I really can't see anything that great about myself.

21. I always always always feel socially awkward in social situations.

22. I honestly feel weird when I smile. How strange.

23. As I was telling Alex earlier, I have no idea why many of my friends have this really rebellious perception of me. I'm not really that 'out there.'

24. I love Keane lyrics so much, it's ridiculous.

25. Maybe I should stop this & get to bed :]

xoxo

Song of the day: Let it Rain - Living Things

2 comments:

Madison said...

Awww I love you miss Jolene <3

ケイトリン said...

Jolene, I love reading these. Your interesting to me. :)
I live vicariously through others, too :)
You should definitely pick up your guitar so we can become an awesome musical duo! Lol
I guess I will stop praising you, since you don't like to hear it. But I don't think anyone thinks they're as good as they are. Or they think they're better than they are. But if anything, you're the former haha
I still have one American Idol's bottlecap in my purse :p

I almost always read your blogs (even if I'm a little behind). So keep writing them!